Urm.....I NEED some juice...No, not APPLE juice...Writing juice!!!!
With that said...All my writing sucks when I have nothing to fuel it with! My writing was the best when I first started liking Jacob...You see what I mean? If Jacob isn't around, my juice runs dry, and my writing sucks big monkey butt!
Urgh, when I go back to Germany, I'm going to make myself look all sorts of sexy and go out and look for a boyfriend...Don't get me wrong, I won't go out with anyone like, gross or anything...I just have to find a nice, funny, good-looking guy who is interested in what I have to say, and that shares the same interests with me. Hm...let's see...once I get down to 125, I'll wear skirts....(not too short!  ) I'm still innocent in many ways...And let's see, tank tops...Semi tight shirts (for once!  )...And then I can definately get a boyfriend! 
I had a weird dream last night. I'll put fake names in it, because nobody had names. I dreamt that the whole world was being infected with this deadly disease by the government that makes you hostile as your body slowly desinagrates. A group of my friends, Julia, Sara, Erin, Natascha, and Kyle (although I've never met them in my entire life) locked ourselves in a house to keep from being infected because coming in contact with these people will cause you to get infected.
Anyway, we were doing all fine and dandy, when we got a letter in the mail. I told Sara not to open it, but she just laughed and said not to worry...Somehow I knew something was going to happen, so I ran into my bedroom and looked the door. For some reason I started to talk to my pet iguana, and he helped me cut through the screen in my window so that I could escape. I tried to run away and avoid as many people as possible.
I ran into Sky, a friend I hadn't seen since before the infection had began. He grabbed my hand and told me to follow him. We ran into the woods by the house and ran as fast as we could until we reached the road.
Then this black car pulled up and we saw Chris, another guy friend of mine. Sky started to talk to him, but he quickly told Sky to take me and hide, because had been infected. You could tell he was trying really hard to fight it. Anyway, Sky grabbed my hand again, and we ran into the woods again. We must have been running really fast, because we slipped and fell down a long hill until we slid into a long, dark cave under a large dirt mound.
When we finally recovered from our bumps and bruises, Sky began to look out the openning on the other side. It was a large farm, but there were no animals. As a matter of fact, it was as though it had been abandoned. Next to the farm was a large Victorian home that desperately needed renovation. Suddenly I had a flashback of a young Sky in his mother's arms as she fed tended to the farm animals. It was then that I realized that Sky had lost his family to the disease.
I then asked him how long he thought we'd be there. He told me until a cure was found. We just laid there for a while, but somehow I knew that we were going to have to fight. We were the only people who hadn't been infected. Somehow we'd have to find a group of survivors, and find a cure before the whole world was infected.
Anyway, in my dream I woke up and I was with my friend (my REAL friend) Josh. I told him about my dream and he told me it would be ok. I don't remember much of what happened next, but I think that Josh and I were captured by this cult, and they made to two of us bathe in this big pit of bodily fluids and blood. It was really gross. When we finally got out, Josh pat me on the head and told me he'd protect me. That's when I woke up (for real this time)
I guess I got my wish! I think I should write a story about this! But I remembered being terrifed. I also remember thinking "Isn't this a dream? I'm scared, please wake up!" as I desperately tried to wake myself up. It was while I was fixing myself something to eat in the safe house. It was weird because I started to pinch myself and bring things into focus so that I could really wake up. It was really weird!
On a lighter note! I'm off my period! It seems Jules and I always have our periods around the same time...Isn't that odd?
All my love,
Dreire | 
